Debt enters every plan before I do

Dear Delyara, That is what I’m most tired of. I can’t plan freely anymore. Debt arrives first. Before I think about whether I want something, I think about whether I can justify it. Before I say yes, I calculate. Before I picture the future, I mentally subtract. I miss what financial ease must feel like in the body. Not luxury. Just ease. Enough room to feel before counting. I haven’t had that for too long.