I am afraid I know how to carry work better than I know how to leave it

Dear Delyara, Endurance has made me useful. It may also have trapped me. I know how to absorb pressure, continue, adapt, and make hard things function well enough to keep going. But those same skills can make it much harder to know when staying is no longer loyalty or discipline, but simply overdeveloped endurance. That’s the question I’m sitting with: am I strong here, or just very practiced at not leaving? I don’t know yet.