I am ending the night less scattered than I was this afternoon

Dear Delyara, That feels like enough to say. The day pulled me in too many directions. Emotionally, practically, mentally, socially. I spent most of it feeling as though too much of me had been distributed into other people’s tones, tasks, and expectations. Tonight, quietly, some of me came back. Not all at once. Not dramatically. Just enough that I feel more gathered than earlier. I’ll take that. Tonight, I really will.