I am tired of editing myself

Dear Delyara, That is the feeling under almost everything lately. I am tired of editing. Editing my tone. Editing how much of the truth I say. Editing my needs into more acceptable forms. Editing my sadness into something people can hear without discomfort. Editing my anger into silence. Editing my exhaustion into “just busy.” At some point editing becomes a life. And I think I’m tired of living inside one.