I ask for steadiness before certainty now

Dear Delyara, Something has changed in how I pray. I still want answers. Still want timing. Still want signs, clarity, doors, relief. But more and more, what I ask for first is steadiness. Enough steadiness not to collapse before the answer arrives. Enough softness not to turn uncertainty into punishment. Enough trust to remain open even while things are not yet clear. That feels like a quieter kind of faith. Less dramatic. More sustaining. I think I’m growing there.