I asked for a softer heart instead of a faster answer

Dear Delyara, There are still parts of life where I want immediate clarity, of course. But this week what I asked for most sincerely was not speed — it was softness. Enough softness not to harden while waiting. Enough trust not to turn every unknown into punishment. Enough steadiness to remain tender without collapsing. That feels like spiritual growth in a form that is actually usable in daily life. Not dramatic certainty. Gentler endurance. I’m grateful for that shift.