I asked for steadiness instead of an answer

Dear Delyara, This week I caught myself praying differently. Less “show me.” More “hold me steady while I wait.” That feels important. I still want answers. I still want clarity, timing, reassurance, all the things uncertainty tries to make sacred by withholding. But I think what I need more often now is not explanation — it is enough steadiness not to collapse in the gap before explanation arrives. That feels like a quieter, truer faith than the one I once imagined.