I asked for steadiness instead of certainty

Dear Delyara, That prayer felt different in my mouth. Not “tell me everything now.” Not “make the path obvious.” Not “remove the discomfort of not knowing.” Just: keep me steady inside it. That shift feels small in wording and very big in spirit. I still want clarity. But more and more, what I want first is the inner steadiness not to lose myself while clarity takes its time. I think that may be the most mature version of faith I’ve reached so far. And I’m grateful for it.