I asked for steadiness more than rescue

Dear Delyara, My prayers are changing. I still want rescue sometimes, of course. But more and more, what I ask for is steadiness — enough trust to remain soft in uncertainty, enough presence not to turn every delay into punishment, enough inner quiet not to need control in order to feel safe. That feels like a deeper faith than the louder version I once imagined. Less spectacle. More relationship. Less panic around not-knowing. More willingness to stay human inside it. I value that shift.