I asked to remain soft inside uncertainty instead of asking uncertainty to disappear

Dear Delyara, That prayer felt deeply true to where I am now. I still want answers. I still want timing, relief, evidence, some larger hand on the shoulder of life saying, yes, this is where you are meant to be. But more and more, what I ask for is softness that survives not knowing. That feels like faith to me now. Not getting certainty. Remaining human without it. I value that change. It has made my spiritual life quieter and stronger at the same time.