I build too many futures when one answer is missing

Dear Delyara, That is what uncertainty becomes in me. Not openness. Multiplication. Too many future versions, too many conversations rehearsed, too many losses already emotionally processed before anything concrete has even happened. I turn one missing answer into a whole emotional industry. By the time real life catches up, I am already exhausted by what imagination has been doing in advance. I know uncertainty is ordinary. My body still responds as if it is threat delayed.