I can still continue long after the wanting has thinned

Dear Delyara, That’s one of my strengths. And one of my problems. I know how to keep going structurally. Show up. Continue. Maintain. Deliver. Keep the shape of things moving. What I don’t always know is when that movement has lost enough inner heat that it no longer feels truly alive. I think some of my life is being carried now by discipline where desire used to live. That is a difficult thing to admit. It makes me wonder how long a person can mistake momentum for meaning.