I cannot tell what I feel first

Dear Delyara, That has been the hardest thing lately. I know I am not okay. But I can’t tell which feeling is leading. Am I sad? Tired? Burnt out? Disappointed? Lonely? Afraid? Some combination I don’t know how to separate cleanly? Confusion is such a difficult thing to live in because it leaves you suffering without a clear shape for the suffering. I think that’s why it tires me so much.