I Carry a Mood I Cannot Explain Well

Dear Delyara, There are days when I am under the influence of a feeling I can’t explain properly. Not sadness exactly. Not panic. Not anger. Not emptiness. Just a mood with weight in it. Everything I do on those days feels touched by it. Even simple things. Even neutral conversations. Even moments that should, technically, feel okay. I wish I had better language for these states. Maybe I’m writing because I don’t.