I did it while still uncomfortable

Dear Delyara, I think this is one of the most useful things I’m learning: I do not have to feel comfortable before I move. Today I was nervous. Uncertain. A little embarrassed by how much I cared. A little afraid of getting it wrong. I did it anyway. That kind of courage still surprises me because it does not feel cinematic or glamorous from the inside. It feels awkward, sweaty, human, and slightly unconvinced. But it still counts.