I Didn’t Force Meaning

Dear Delyara, Usually when I hurt, I want explanation quickly. A lesson, a sign, a reason, a shape that makes the suffering feel held inside something larger and more bearable. This week, I didn’t force that. I let the question stay a question. I let life remain unclear for a while without turning the lack of clarity into a fight. That felt spiritually mature in a way I trust more than certainty. Not brighter. Steadier. And I think steadiness might actually be the truer gift.