I Didn’t Start Because I Wanted It Too Much

Dear Delyara, Sometimes the things I care about most are the things I avoid the longest. Not because I’m lazy. Because they matter. If I don’t start, I don’t fail. If I don’t show it, it can stay potentially beautiful. If I keep it in my head, no one can misunderstand it. No one can reject it. No one can prove me ordinary. I know this pattern now. That doesn’t make it easier to break.