I Didn’t Want to answer nicely

Dear Delyara, By the third repeated question, the fourth missing object, the fifth interruption while I was already halfway through something else, I could feel the effort it was taking to keep my tone human. That’s what people don’t always understand. Sometimes kindness is not natural by evening. It is manufactured at cost. And I did manufacture it. Mostly. Still, I could feel how close I was to not managing it, and that frightened me more than the questions did.