I Don’t Chase Every Explanation Now

Dear Delyara, One of the quietest forms of peace I’ve found is this: I no longer chase explanations at the same speed. I don’t need every silence decoded. Every change in energy resolved. Every unanswered question pursued until I’ve worn myself thin. There are still things I wonder about. Still people I don’t understand. Still endings that never explained themselves properly. But I’m less likely now to sacrifice my whole nervous system trying to force clarity out of what was never going to offer it. That feels like peace in a very adult form.