I don’t feel confusingly wanted here

Dear Delyara, That is such a relief. There is no guessing game underneath the affection. No emotional mixed lighting. No warmth that disappears just enough to keep me overworking for it. No subtle instability making me read too much into every pause. I didn’t know how much peace clarity could bring to love until I lived inside love that was clear. It has made my body softer. And my heart less suspicious. That feels worth more than romance alone ever did.