I Don’t Feel Hungry for the Future Right Now

Dear Delyara, There was a time when ambition felt exciting. Now it often feels heavy. I don’t know exactly when that changed. Maybe after too many disappointments. Maybe after burnout. Maybe after watching effort fail to guarantee anything enough times that some part of me stopped wanting openly. I still move. I still work. I still make plans. But I don’t feel that old hunger anymore. And I miss it more than I know how to say.