I don’t have to decode warmth here

Dear Delyara, That feels like one of the deepest gifts in my relationship. Warmth stays warm. It doesn’t turn into confusion. It doesn’t arrive mixed with distance or disappear just enough to keep me overworking. I don’t have to decode it, chase it, or prove I’m still worthy of it every few days. I think I underestimated how healing clarity could be. Now I know: clarity is not boring. It is peace. And peace has made my body softer than romance ever did.