I don’t know if I’m building something meaningful or just maintaining momentum

Dear Delyara, Some days I can’t tell the difference. Work continues. Deadlines happen. Tasks get completed. Months move. The shape of life remains respectable enough from the outside. But under all that movement, there is a question I can’t quite silence: is this meaning, or just momentum? I am capable here. That does not automatically mean I belong here. That thought has become more persistent lately, and I don’t yet know what to do with it.