I don’t need certainty as much as I used to

Dear Delyara, I still want answers. Still want timing. Still want reassurance. But I don’t need certainty with the same desperation I used to. That feels spiritual to me. There was a time when not knowing sent me straight into panic. Now I can sometimes remain in uncertainty without assuming I’ve been abandoned inside it. That shift feels quiet. But it has changed my inner life more than any dramatic moment of insight ever did.