I feel more restful in this love than impressive

Dear Delyara, That might be the most beautiful thing I can say about it. Not that I feel adored in the cinematic sense. That I feel restful. Less monitored. Less managed. Less required to keep performing steadiness, insight, attractiveness, or emotional perfection in order to remain safe inside the connection. I can be human and still be held. I think restful love heals parts of the body that excitement never reaches. This week I felt that very clearly.