I felt behind all day

Dear Delyara, I felt behind all day. Not just practically. Existentially. Behind financially. Behind emotionally. Behind in confidence. Behind in becoming the person I thought I’d be by now. Behind in life, somehow, even though I know everyone says that comparison is poison and nobody really has it all figured out. Still, the feeling was there. A private panic that I have already used too much time becoming someone who still feels unfinished.