I felt heavier than the day justified

Dear Delyara, That’s what made the feeling hard to trust. If I could point to one obvious event, one bad conversation, one real disappointment, then maybe I’d know what to do with the heaviness. But today was made of small things. Manageable things. Ordinary things. And still, by the evening, I felt as if I had been carrying much more than the calendar showed. I think some days are heavy in atmosphere rather than in events. And that kind of heaviness is hard to explain because nothing specific seems large enough to earn it. Still, the body knows. Mine did.