I felt more tired of being understandable than of being tired

Dear Delyara, That sentence came to me tonight and felt true immediately. I’m tired, yes. But I’m even more tired of having to make that tiredness legible. Explainable. Justified. Respectable enough for other people, and often even for myself. I keep translating deep states into simpler words because simpler words are easier to socially carry. But translation is work too. Tonight I wanted not to explain anything. That’s why I came here.