I function without direction

Dear Delyara, The house runs. The children are fed. The work gets done. The bills are handled or worried over. The shopping happens. The routines continue. From the outside, that can look like movement. Inside, I often feel like I am maintaining a structure rather than travelling a path that still belongs to something alive inside me. I did not know drift could look this responsible. Now I do. That is exactly why it’s dangerous.