I Had One Clear Hour

Dear Delyara, No forecasting. No planning. No replaying. No future dread in tidy clothing pretending to be responsibility. Just one clear hour where my mind stayed where my body was. That is peace for me now. Not excitement. Not bliss. Not some perfect spiritual condition. Just the absence of internal forward-leaning panic. I had forgotten how rich that feels. This week I remembered. And now I want more of my life built in ways that allow it.