I have ignored too many small warnings

Dear Delyara, My body has been asking for help more politely than I deserve. That’s what I keep thinking lately. Fatigue. Tension. Sleep that doesn’t restore me. Pain that returns. A nervous system that never fully comes down. A body that keeps sending manageable signals before something larger happens. And still, I have treated too many of those signals as inconvenience instead of information. I don’t want to keep living like my body should wait until I am ready to care.