I keep expecting the body to act like a loyal employee

Dear Delyara, That’s a brutal way to put it. It still feels true. Keep going. Adapt. Don’t make this inconvenient yet. Wait until the timing is better. Stay quiet while more urgent things happen. I keep treating the body as if its job is to cooperate with everything else until I finally have time to listen. Bodies are not employees. They don’t answer to the same priorities the mind does. I know that. I still forget it in practice.