I left something unresolved and still let the evening be gentle

Dear Delyara, There is still something unanswered in my life right now. And the evening was still gentle. That sentence would have sounded impossible to an older version of me. I didn’t solve it. Didn’t chase it. Didn’t rehearse it to death. I just let it remain unfinished while I made tea, sat down, lowered the lights, and allowed my body not to carry the whole future for one night. That feels like real peace now. Not final peace. Living peace.