I let uncertainty stay in the background and still had a gentle night

Dear Delyara, This used to feel impossible. If something was unresolved, it took the room. The mind. The whole emotional evening. This week, something remained uncertain and still the night became gentle. I didn’t chase. I didn’t rehearse. I didn’t hand the whole atmosphere over to the unfinished thing. I just let it remain there. Important, but not total. That feels like peace to me now. Not the absence of uncertainty. The refusal to let it become the only weather.