I miss having one person who can hear my tiredness properly

Dear Delyara, Not just hear the word. Hear the shape of it. There are different kinds of tiredness and I feel understood by very few people at that level. The social tiredness, the money tiredness, the grief tiredness, the marital tiredness, the mother tiredness, the body tiredness that makes even kindness feel expensive by evening. I don’t need someone to solve it. I miss someone who can tell the difference. That kind of being-known is so rare. And when it’s absent, even loving company can still leave you lonely.