I moved before the feeling of readiness arrived

Dear Delyara, I used to think readiness had to feel clean. This week I remembered that often it doesn’t. Sometimes you are still unsure, still aware, still vulnerable, still not entirely convinced you’ll carry the moment beautifully — and that is still enough to move. That is what I did. I think courage has become less glamorous to me and more practical. Less a dramatic feeling, more a refusal to let uncertainty keep scheduling my whole life. That feels very useful now.