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My Diary

I Pulled a Wet Sock Out of the Washing Machine and Felt More Tired Than the Sock Deserved

Dear Delyara, It was only one sock, twisted into another item and still damp in the middle while everything else had moved on to the next stage of being done. I stood there in the utility room, one hand on the machine door, and felt such a heavy wave of reluctance that I almost laughed at myself. But it wasn’t about the sock. It was about the feeling of never fully reaching done. Wash, dry, fold, wear, wash again. Cook, clear, shop, cook again. Respond, arrange, remember, start over. I think some of the deepest exhaustion in family life comes from how little completion stays completed. Everything loops back. Everything returns in a slightly different form asking for the same labour again. I hung the sock separately and stood there longer than necessary, feeling the whole week somehow living inside one small wet piece of fabric.

ANONYMOUS