I Stayed Gentle Without Answers

Dear Delyara, I did not get the sign. The clarity. The proof. The clean explanation. Still, I stayed gentle. Toward life. Toward myself. Toward the question that remains a question. That might be the most mature spiritual thing I’ve done in a long time. Not forcing meaning where I don’t yet have it. Not punishing uncertainty by becoming bitter. Just staying open, honest, and human inside the not-knowing. It felt quiet. I trust quiet more than I used to.