I Stayed Open While Still Unsure

Dear Delyara, The old version of me wanted signs, answers, clarity, a cleaner story, a spiritual explanation strong enough to cancel the emotional cost of not knowing. Now I am trying to do something harder. Remain open without resolution. Stay kind without full understanding. Keep my heart available to life even while life is not explaining itself the way I want. That is not easy. It is also real. And I think real growth usually is quieter than people like to make it sound.