I stayed open without answers

Dear Delyara, I didn’t force meaning this week. I didn’t demand a sign. I didn’t turn uncertainty into a fight between me and life. I just stayed open. That sounds simple. It wasn’t. Open without answers is one of the hardest positions I know. It asks more maturity than certainty does. But I did it better this week. I stayed kind without understanding everything. I stayed in relationship with life without needing life to explain itself immediately. That feels like spiritual growth to me now. Less glittering. More durable.