I still make delay look like high standards

Dear Delyara, And sometimes it is high standards. That’s what makes it harder to untangle. But other times I am not refining. I am protecting myself from visibility. From being seen wanting, trying, risking, caring enough to send something out while it still has my fingerprints on it. Delay gives fear better clothes. It sounds thoughtful, mature, exacting. Inside, it often feels like avoidance with very good grammar. I know this about myself now. I’m still learning how to interrupt it before it steals another month.