I still move, but the hunger is gone

Dear Delyara, I haven’t stopped functioning. That’s what makes this difficult to explain. I still work. Still plan. Still keep life moving. But the hunger is gone. Not all desire. Just that brighter internal drive I used to have. The sense of being pulled toward something with excitement instead of dragged toward it by obligation and fear. I miss that version of ambition — the one that made life feel open instead of expensive.