I still want emotional language that feels less translated

Dear Delyara, Sometimes I think what I want most is not more love. It’s love in a form my body would recognize faster. Less disguised in advice. Less hidden in practical concern. Less wrapped in awkwardness. Less requiring me to interpret, decode, and emotionally translate before I can rest under it. I know that may never become their native language. Knowing that doesn’t stop me wishing for it. That wish still has a pulse in me.