I trust difficult moods less than I used to

Dear Delyara, That is still one of the greatest mercies in my life. The moods still come. The hard ones, the sharp ones, the too-close ones, the internally crowded ones. But they do not get automatic authority anymore. That doesn’t make me invincible. It makes me less easily captured. And that, for me, is enormous. I want to keep honoring that distance. It has changed the whole quality of being alive inside my own mind.