I wake up already halfway into tomorrow’s problems

Dear Delyara, Before my feet hit the floor, my mind has already gone ahead to the meeting, the message, the money, the possible disagreement, the school issue, the health thing, the thing that might happen, the thing that probably won’t happen but gets rehearsed as if it will anyway. It is so tiring to discover that the day has already been emotionally entered before the body even reaches the kettle. No wonder I feel behind. I am using today’s strength to survive imagined versions of tomorrow before breakfast.