I wanted company that could feel me properly

Dear Delyara, Not more messages. Not more talking. Not more presence in the literal sense. Company that could feel me properly. The kind that senses where I am emotionally without turning the room into an interrogation. The kind that knows the difference between exhaustion and distance, between silence and withdrawal, between wanting space and wanting someone near but quiet. That kind of company feels rare. Its absence feels expensive. I think that is what loneliness means to me now.