I wanted my own room emotionally

Dear Delyara, Not physically. Emotionally. A room where I don’t have to anticipate reactions. A room where I can feel things without organizing them into a format. A room where I don’t have to make pain make sense quickly. A room where need doesn’t feel embarrassing. A room where silence is allowed to be full and not awkward. I think that’s what I’m always looking for underneath all my more practical cravings: emotional room.