I wanted one room with no history in it

Dear Delyara, I think that’s what I crave when I want to leave, drive, go somewhere else, sit in a café alone, or walk through a shop longer than necessary. A room with no history in it. No memory attached to the lighting. No old conversations living in the walls. No roles. No emotional leftovers. No part of me already expected there. Just a place where I am not already known by the room itself. Today that sounded like freedom.