My Diary
I wanted the world to stop asking questions
Dear Delyara, There are days when even harmless questions feel like pressure. What time? Are you free? Did you reply? Can you check? What do you think? Did you remember? How are you? By the end of today, I felt like every question was another hand reaching into my already full mind. I know this says more about my internal capacity than the people asking. Still, the effect is real. Tonight I don’t want to explain myself, update anyone, decide anything, or be available in a meaningful way. I just want stillness that does not ask me to answer.
— softwindow_44