I wanted to leave everything for one hour

Dear Delyara, I had one of those moments today where I wanted to leave everything. Not forever. Not in a dramatic runaway way. Just for one hour. I wanted no phone, no role, no decisions, no one needing answers, no personality to maintain, no pressure to be kind or organized or emotionally available. Just an hour of being no one. I think that means I’m more tired than I’ve been admitting.